This tab has been open for the longest time.
I have wondered how to pen down this installment of sacred spaces.
I have slowed down on writing these scared spaces as you have no doubt observed.
(I wanted to write when I felt I had something to say.)
Sometimes (often) I ask myself why I believe what I believe…
I step outside of myself (in a sense) and look at my belief in God.
Being a Christian.
I’m riddled with so many questions so often.
I’m accompanied with obscure doubt and confusion.
Sometimes faith in God seems almost primitive!
It seems quite bizarre.
The commands of scripture seem so threatening and uninviting.
The ways of the church are far behind.
I don’t know how to put exactly how I feel in words.
I have expressed already how it all seems like a market place. Jesus the product. Church the market place. The pastor, the tactful salesman…
Then we have heard about the many contradictions and the confusion found in the scriptures.
What if this was all made up?
These are the thoughts that I am sure a lot of people have had already…
But in all it’s obscurity the bible is to brilliantly put together to have been made up by an individual or a group of individuals.
Then it comes to countless lives that have been changed for the better from the message of the bible. The God behind those words.
Millions of folk who gather on Sundays and other days… who are convinced that God is who He says He is.
Then I think of all the epic tales that we have come to like.
Frodo on his journey in the Lord of the Rings.
The four kids in Narnia.
Harry Potter and his friends.
These epics inspire us. We want to know what happens. We always believe good will triumph over evil. Light breaks through the darkness.
And just like an epic – requires some faith. So does following God.
We demands to “see then we will believe”…
but the invitation is actually: believe then you will see.
I once heard this analogy. Believe in God is liking tuning into a Song that only some want to listen to.
We can continue to live in a mere three dimensional (3D) world or we can open our minds and hearts to many more dimensions. We can tune into a Song… that is actually so sweet, we don’t want it to end…
So these are my thoughts today… on Independence Day…